Post 4
Are you there Satan? It's me, Morganne...
Do you know the agony and complete meltdown you cause millions of individuals to have, on a daily basis? If they can't have you, they simply do not function. They can't get out of bed, they cry, they scream, they puke, they sweat profusely, some shake, some go to the bathroom all over themselves unintentionally, some go manic, some have road rage and some abuse others. All of these involuntary movements that they physically, mentally, and emotionally cannot surpass, until you free them from the misery overtaking their souls, in that present time. You have a grip on each and every one of their desperate and wretched minds, causing them to do over-the-top twisted, and demented things just so they can have you again. These ordinary people turn into straight savages, Satan, the second you start to leave them again. Havoc begins, panic takes over their brain stem, and the fear of being sick consumes their every move, every action, and each and every emotion dispersing from their bodies. They'd hurt anyone in their way. They rob their families, their children, and their spouses. They rob their best friends, their place of employment, and retail stores. They manipulate their parents and siblings for money, giving them the pity party of the year, and somehow, some way, they make just enough to pick you back up and give it another go. I've seen grown men drop to their knees begging people for "dust", for a "rinse of a rinse", just to take the pain away for a split second. I personally know grown men who have received and returned sexual demands and favors to other individuals requesting such filth, just for a 10 or a 20 sack.
Satan, are you fully aware that you and that freaking needle are torturing millions of good, passionate, beautiful human beings every hour? You're terrorizing these people's homes and their families. You're demolishing the chances they have to see their kids and be in their kids' lives, making them miss appointments, child support, and visitations. You're forcing them to be alone. Satan, you know this. God didn't place us on this planet to be alone. How many souls must you devour, in such a small length of time, for it to be enough? Don't you think you have done enough for the year? Or 10 years? Is it time to at least take it down a notch or four, please? For the sanity of all humanity, and the sanity of myself?
As always,
Morganne