Post 18
Are you there Satan? It's me, Morganne. You know, sometimes I think the old "Santa Claus" saying is actually somewhat true. I remember watching it as a kid, and the little Elf says "Seeing isn't believing, believing is seeing. Just because you don't see him, doesn't mean he isn't real." Just because Julian Jordon doesn't watch him hurt me physically, doesn't mean that he believes he doesn't do it. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to discover something that apparent. Satan, my 11-year-old is starting to distance himself from him. I can feel the tension through the walls. It's physically painful for me to watch. It rips my heart out of my chest from the inside out. After finally sticking up for myself, I'm sure you could guess what his reaction to this was. I mean, for a split second I thought I saw a tiny little glimpse of hope, when he put his head down for a second, in the middle of me explaining how devastated the bo